So, why am I crying?? I am not normally a person who weeps much. But, I find myself crying at commercials, at the Olympics, and even at these clips I find on Facebook.
This morning I saw a clip on Scott Hamilton on Facebook, and being quite a fan of his, I watched all 10 minutes of it. I sobbed. Literally sobbed.
I hope it is just the events of the past few weeks getting to me. The rehab experience was uncomfortable at the best of times and absolutely frightening at the worst. I have never been this incapacitated for this long. I hate having to constantly ask for help from my husband to do things I just can't do yet. I really hate not being able to drive!
This week, I get back into my routine of teaching watercolor classes. Combined with the PT, I hope to be busy enough not to let my mind dwell on things past.
I am telling myself that all this is probably normal under the circumstances. But, I hope it does not last much longer.
I am running low on Kleenex.
1 comment:
Hang in there, Karen. Healing takes time and it is frustrating having to rely on others for help I can imagine. Your rehab experience did sound rather scary, which is sad because people trying to heal need more positive not less. Glad you are safely home with loved ones now. I am sure that starting PT will empower you and give you back a sense of control. I will keep you in my prayers! God Bless & Keep you =)
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